I have found that it is increasingly difficult to write. The more I sit and think about how I should be writing, the less I actually write. I have been trying to determine why it is so difficult. Why am I having such a hard time writing? Why, all of a sudden, am I doubting and second guessing every sentence I write?
For over a year I have been unable to organize my thoughts and when I do, I wonder if I will offend someone. It is difficult to write when you are censoring yourself at the same time. So, I have decided that I need to take a breath. I need to organize (and clean) my office, I need to get my laundry done... Maybe when that is done I will be able to write something down. Until then, I will stare blankly at this computer screen and wonder if what I want to write is even worth writing.
Wish me luck!
